(Who′s the king?)
You feel like the fall
Your hair blowin' goosebumps on my arms
Eyes hazel watchin′ as we fall
Apart of autumn time is it's never long
Best part of my year and now it's gone
Dead leaves scattered on the lawn
Really hopin′ you were in the wrong
No way the end of such a good thing is my fault
Now someone will come and take my spot
Like Dalmatian, more than love, you were my dawg
Future is so bright ′cause you're the star
At least you were
Now my future dark
Every light I find now artificial
Glowin′ green on the ceilin' it ain′t mismo
Starin' up got me feelin′ dismal
Instead of sleepin' all I do is lay and miss you
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Some nights I just stay awake
Thinkin' about what we had
Then I wake up thinkin′ about where we at
She had expensive taste, she want a Prada bag
Can′t get her out my mind, I need another bag
Thought that she had had my back
You the one I used to brag on
When I ain't have no tags
Why am I mad in the first place
I know we wouldn′t last
But again, and again, and again
We keep on comin' back
I guess I′m not direct
I really tried my best
Pushin' through all the stress
I called you every day since, but I can′t call it quits
Now I feel like a joke to you like you, my Harley Quinn
Just like a Harlequin
Shinin' like diamonds in the room we in
In life's tornado how I′m in the bed I twist and spin
Twin flames turned you to an arsonist
Now my heart burn like we over carbonate
Now we′re both alone and it's Valentines
Thinkin′ I don't mind, that′s a blatant lie
'Cause in these lonely nights
I make distractions try to hide
But when I close my eyes, it′s you that's on my mind
My feelin's start rewindin′
Trick my conscious into thinkin′ your calls on the line
But in my soul, I know that it's a random hoe
To fill in the hole that you opened when you resigned
Never thought our time together had a price
Guess to you, it wasn′t even worth a dime
I feel exploited and vulnerable
How you treated me was horrible
Now I love with artificial caution signs
And now our futures misaligned
Can't forgive but feel obliged
′Cause it's hard to trust that I
And you never will ′gain will collide
How our stories intertwined
Then snap apart like grape vine
Think I need some red wine
Wash away my thoughts like tides