I′ve said it once I've said it twice
You ignored all my signs
It′s like a broken record
The sorrow just rewinds
Is there a way out?
I'm going more low
Is there a deeper meaning
I thought you should know
I'm doing all I can
To keep myself afloat
Intentions turning bad
It has me by the throat
I′ll never and ever hurt you
I′ll never and ever betray you
I've been so forgetful
Not feeling so special
Got a feeling in a stomach
That′s preventing me from sleep
I wish I wasn't mental
I′ve been so resentful
Got a couple words to say
I hesitate
Cause I can hear it calling my name
These days have been forgetful since I lost my track of time
Entitlement has truck through my past but I don't mind
I′m never letting go of the person I was
I'm never letting go of the feelings I've caught
The feelings I′ve caught
Have lead me down a path filled with guilt and remorse
For the things unsaid
Fears become reality as I′m struggling to cope
With advances imagine this story has been told
Who's to say that I′m okay?
It's personal so many ways
I′ve made mistakes
Someone just tell me am i in the wrong
I'm searching and searching I struggle to respond
Been through trials and heavy burdens
Say fuck it all I′m and left uncertain
I wanna change but I don't aswell
End it off saying I'm feeling well
My Insanity is my definition
My trains of thought become repetition
I′m never ending I′ll find the need
In order to stop so I'll find my one release
I′ve been so forgetful
Not feeling so special
Got a feeling in a stomach
That's preventing me from sleep
I wish I wasn′t mental
I've been so resentful
Got a couple words to say
I hesitate
Cause I can hear it calling my name
I′ve been so forgetful
Not feeling so special
Got a feeling in a stomach
That's preventing me from sleep
I wish I wasn't mental
I′ve been so resentful
Got a couple words to say
I hesitate
Cause I can hear it calling my name
These days have been forgetful since I lost my track of time
Entitlement has truck through my past but I don′t mind
I'm never letting go of the person I was
I′m never letting go of the feelings I've caught
