There I said it

You say you want the truth but you can't take it

So I give you lies, I give you lies

You say you want the best but you destroy it

So I keep it inside, I keep it inside

I tell you something, it's a double edged sword you're given

And I can't see the truth in living

when we hide behind our wall of fear

And you don't see it, it's a twisted dream you believe in

And what's the use in pretending

Let's make the smoking and mirrors disappear

So there I said is, no I won't apologize to you anymore

'cause I'm a grown ass man and I won't live again

And I sick and tired of living in your shadows

So there I said is, no I won't apologize to you anymore

'cause I'm a grown ass man and I don't understand

Why I should be living in the shadows

So there I said it

You wanna hear my voice, my mind, my demons

But not too much or you'll give up

I tell you something, it's a double edged sword you're given

And I can't see the truth in living

when we hide behind our wall of fear

And you don't see it, it's a twisted dream you believe in

And what's the use in pretending

Let's make the smoking mirrors disappear

So there I said is, no I won't apologize to you anymore

'cause I'm a grown ass man and I won't live again

And I sick and tired of living in your shadows

So there I said is, no I won't apologize to you anymore

'cause I'm a grown ass man and I don't understand

Why I should be living in the shadows

So there I said it