She Doesn't Know It

She doesn′t know it

She doesn't know it

I never wanted to hate her

I was ashamed at first

For seeing something in her

That no one else could see

And the ache inside me grows

Because she never put herself first

And she promised herself that she′d stay clean

But that promise broke two years later

And she doesn't know it

The truth would break her

She's not ready to know

About how they truly feel about her

Sometimes I catch myself dreaming

Of having what she really wanted

But reality drags me back down

To a place she′ll never escape

And the ache inside me grows

Because she never put herself first

And She promised herself that she′d stay clean

But that promise broke two years later

And she doesn't know it

The truth would break her

She′s not ready to know, about how they truly feel about her

I wish I could hold her close

And show her that she'll be okay

But if she knew the truth then

She′d never learn to love me now

She doesn't know it yet

But she will die on March 29th

The day I was supposed to die