I Need to Leave
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I Need to Leave

MC Craphole

Альбом: Left My Fam
Дата релиза 2024
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Текст I Need to Leave

I need to leave

Hate is in this house

Used to be a pleasant place

But now its a real disgrace

I dont wanna stay here anymore

I need to leave

Before

Before something bad happens it this house

I dont want it

But i have to

Shattered dreams and broken hearts line the floor

My daughter′s laughter echoes, but I can't ignore

She′s my beacon, my light in this grim domain

But I gotta leave her to escape the pain

Stepson's a demon, his lies twist the air

Violent outbursts, he doesn't even care

Tried to mold him, make him something real

But he′s a hollow shell, incapable to feel

My wife, she turns a blind eye to the storm

While I struggle, sober, trying to stay warm

Can′t keep fighting this losing battle alone

Before the darkness takes me, I gotta roam

Every day I'm tempted to numb the pain

But I see my daughter′s tears, falling like rain

She deserves a betterrururrundr

She deserves a better life, away from this hell

But the devil's in the house, and I gotta break the spell

Monsters in the shadows, whispering my name

Son′s a puppet master, playing a twisted game

Pathological liar, can't show love or grace

Just a black void, a curse I can′t erase

Walking away from the wreckage, leaving it behind

Stay sober for my daughter, memories in my mind

For her sake, I'll carve a different path

Escape the chaos, flee from the wrath

I'm a ghost in my hometown, haunted by the past

Fighting my demons, hoping it will last

Before I do something unforgivable

Gotta leave this nightmare, escape the devil′s pull

My daughter′s laughter, the only thing that's pure

But staying here, I can′t endure

So I walk away, into the night

Hoping one day she'll understand my fight

Feeling lonely, nobody cares about my pain

I stood by his side, through the sun and the rain

Went to all his football matches, cheered his name

But he treats me like filth, it′s a twisted game

Gave him everything, tried to show him the way

But his heart's a black hole, where love can′t stay

The things he said, cut deeper than a knife

It's too late now, can't salvage this life

Every insult, every lie, burns in my soul

He′s a wrecking ball, destroying every goal

Tried to build a bridge, but he set it aflame

Now I′m walking away, can't play this game

My daughter′s the only reason I held on tight

But the darkness is closing in, no end in sight

Before I lose myself, before I break

Gotta leave this hell, for my own sake

His violent outbursts, his pathological lies

A nightmare reality, a world in disguise

He blames me for his chaos, his twisted mind

But I've done all I can, I′m leaving it behind

My wife, she pretends, ignores the decay

While I'm fighting every demon, every day

Can′t keep living this lie, can't keep staying strong

Gotta walk away, before everything's gone

Loneliness wraps me in its cold embrace

But staying here, I′d just lose the race

My daughter′s tears, the only thing that's real

But this pain, this hurt, I can′t conceal

So I leave, with a heavy heart and shattered dreams

Hoping one day she'll understand these schemes

Gotta find a way to heal, to fight the strife

Before the darkness consumes my life

The echo of his words, a never-ending scream

Tearing apart what′s left of my fragile dream

Tried to show him love, but he spits in my face

Now I'm just a ghost, lost in this desolate place

Every sacrifice, every sleepless night

All for a son who can′t see the light

His hatred's a poison, seeping through my veins

Leaving scars that forever remain

My daughter's eyes, filled with innocent pleas

But I′m shackled by chains, brought to my knees

Can′t stay in this prison, this house of pain

Gotta break free before I go insane

The things he said, they haunt my soul

A pit of despair, a bottomless hole

No forgiveness, no turning back time

Just a shattered life, a broken rhyme

I've fought my demons, stayed away from the drink

But every day I′m here,on the brink

Temptation's a whisper, a seductive call

But for her, I refuse to fall

Gotta find a way to heal, to mend

Before I lose myself, before it′s the end

Walking away, leaving the chaos behind

Hope one day peace I'll find

The darkness

, the hatred

Why is it following me everywhere i go

The darkness surrounds me, but I walk right through the night

A broken man, searching for the light

Leaving a son who′s a stranger, a wife that's blind

Hoping to save what's left of me mind

Hoping to save what′s left of my mind

For my daughter, I′ll carve a new path

Escape the destruction, flee from the wrath

Lonely and broken, but still I fight

Hoping one day to make things right

His laughter, his lies, they echo in my brain

A constant reminder of this endless pain

But for her sake, I'll keep moving on

Even if it means I′ll be forever gone

So I walk away, from this house of despair

Leaving behind the son who doesn't care

Hoping to find a place where I can heal

Escape the nightmare, find something real

The darkness surrounds me, but I walk right through the night

A broken man, searching for the light

Leaving a son who′s a stranger, a wife that's blind

Hoping to save what′s left of my mind

The echo of his words, a never-ending scream

Tearing apart what's left of my fragile dream

Tried to show him love, but he spits in my face

Now I'm just a ghost, lost in this desolate place

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